that's me about two years ago and that's me now -I just got a message from
the pharmacy that they are denying my prescription for the hormones.
The insurance is not willing to pay for it because the dosage was changed
by the doctor. I started on hormones a couple months ago and it's like f*#k
what do I do now, with out the prescription?
They're going to call my doctor - but I don't know what's going on,
I mean initially, I was supposed to go on a low dosage to see that I could handle
the medicine before increasing it -now the insurance is denying the increased
dosage the doctor recommends and f*#k! - the low dosage isn't going to do anything
so there's no point staying on the low dosage.

To top it off , rather than calling my cell phone they called my parents
phone number (I guess because it's listed as an emergency contact) but
f*#k - I told my mom several months ago that I would be going on hormones,
but I didn't tell her when I actually started, partly because I wanted to have the
option to change my mind if I didn't think it was the right thing to do when
I got into it, and partly because while she's supported me on this to some
extent it's not a 100% support and some things are my business honestly.
anyways, what an effing mess.

I got dressed up in my brown skirt, purple top, and brown ankle high
booties and drove to the church for a Wednesday night session on Homosexuality
in the Bible which was interesting and I was in a good mood until I got
hit with this - f*#k! nothing I can do about it tonight.

Update - I haven't heard anything back yet on the prescription, but I do have
an interview scheduled for Tuesday and the pay is really good - this will be
my 2nd interview where I am showing up in a skirt and the 2nd time I'm not
telling them I'm showing up in a skirt - and why should I? I don't mention
how tall I am or how my nose is too big or I weigh too much or that I'm thinning
out on top or stuff like that -it's got nothing to do with doing my job and neither
does my wearing a skirt - besides in another interview or two I'm going to start
believing my own spiel that it really doesn't matter if I wear a skirt to the interview
if I'm the best person to do the job -and I why shouldn't I believe it? it's true.
I'm in guy mode today and I'm going to go ahead and finish off the day this
way (I know -yuck) and tomorrow I'm going with my mom and dad
of a scenic drive and boat tour for the fall colors - but by friday night, I may
be just dying to put on something pretty and hit the bars before my gig (in
guy mode) on Saturday and of course I dress up for church on Sunday
(I just typo'd Sunday as Sinday, hmmmm there's a thought...)

Friday morning update - I still haven't heard anything on the insurance for
the prescription -  nothing at all - which totally sucks but all I can
do is wait -anyways, I'm going on-line for a couple hours to do some
job hunting, but I did a gag caption which I might explain why I did this
someday (the back story is better than the caption) but anyways it's
the Maytag repairman in a Romney for President office in Minnesota: